Two sons were sent out to the vineyard to work. One hesitated but went anyway; another immediately said yes but went elsewhere.

This parable strikes me to the core. I sometimes say yes to something but only do so because of selfish motives -- glory and self-gratitude. And when later on I realise that I have nothing to gain from it, I break my word.

My friends constantly invite me to games of badminton. I always say yes, but once I knew who the opponents are, I immediately make excuses. I have another friend who hesitates because he is no match to the players, but goes anyway because he knew he'd be trained well. In a recent match we joined, my friend won his first trophy while I lost all of my matches.

In our church, I constantly say no to my churchmates whenever they invite me to participate in the church activities. One reason that's pulling me back from being of service to our church is because I don't see myself as 'clean' as them holies. I remember this person who promised God that he will serve Him when he reaches 30. The day he turned 30, he died.

While I'm praying that I don't end up like that 30-year old chap, I am also praying from God an enlightenment so that I wouldn't see my sins as hindrance to serving His church.

Jesus said in the parable: Tax collectors and prostitutes are entering the kingdom of God before you.

That should tell me something: I am not a tax collector nor a prostitute hence I have no excuse in being used by God.

Besides, aren't the people mostly used by Jesus of somewhat hazy characters -- criminals, uneducated, leading a wayward life? Voila, I fit the bill!

Prayer: Give us the humility to say yes to you, oh Lord. And graces so we could honor our commitment.